- My health: Last year I spent Thanksgiving in a psychiatric clinic under the watchful eyes of some incredible and dedicated mental health professionals to ensure that I didn't, first and foremost, harm myself. Beyond that they helped me navigate a torteous path of recovery from the depths of depression to where I am today: stronger, calmer, happier, more content, more resilient. I hate to say that I have fully recovered because I'm not entirely sure what that means but at least I know I am better than I was and madness is being kept at an arm's length.
- My husband: I can't imagine how diffcult the last 16 months has been on my husband who vowed to love, honour and cherish one woman and has ended up loving, honouring, and cherishing quite another. We have grown together. He is my rock and my soft place to fall all rolled into one. We struggle everyday but at least it is our struggle and we do it together. I love him more today than I ever have.
- My children: Never in a million years did I imagine how they would change me and how their growth impacts my growth. They have the sweetest kisses and the sweetest cuddles. One smile from them can banish whatever internal monsters I am fighting and make every day worth whatever is being thrown at me. I am so grateful to have such incredible individuals in my life.
- My friends: I am surrounded by an army of amazing friends. They have picked me up. They have carried me. They have walked with me. They have cried with me. They have bathed me. They have fed me. They have laughed with me. They have brought me coffee. They have sat with me. They have held my hand. They have never judged me. They never gave up on me. They believe in me. They nuture my spirit. They inspire me. And there is so many of them!
- My home: I am warm. I am protected from the elements of wind, rain, snow and frost. I am fed. I have access to and can afford nutritious fresh fruit and vegetables. I have plenty of protein in my diet. I have access to clean drinking water at all times. I am clothed and I have shoes on my feet.
- My community: I am protected by a dedicated force of police officers and fire fighters who will risk their lives to ensure the safety of mine. I have the right to vote. I have freedom of speech. I have access to free health care. I have nieghbours I can count on. I have access to high quality education. I have opportunity to do meaningful work. I have the right to practise (or not) the religion of my choice. I have the right to love, marry, and have sex with who I want.
There is nothing I need that I do not have.
There is much that I wish was different in the world. I wish there was less hate and more peace. I was there was less greed and more giving. I wish there was less grief and more joy. I wish everyone could grow old. I wish there was less disease and illness. I wish there was less slefishness and more self awareness. I wish there was more singing and music and less noise. I wish there was more art and less rubbish. I wish there was less corruption and more purity and compassion. I wish we took care of each other better and thought less of ourselves. I wish we were more forgiving and less hostile. I wish there was less poverty and more equity. I wish there were more books. There can never be too many books.
I wish I was thankful every day for every day.